Art and the artist and the glorification of it all.
I don't always know what this relationship between myself and making dance is. The elements argue with each other all the time. I'm lazy and I like to work hard. I'm very sensitive and I don't care what most people think. I could do with less automatic, unquestioned sentimentality and I cry during most movies. I make work with friends who I care deeply for, I'm trying to find ways to pay them. I expect a lot from them. I want us all to work with deep care and consciousness, I want my friends to feel like they can tell me when I need to soften a bit. I'm stubborn and I like to control situations and make sure that I am comfortable and I'm obsessively anal about space and our experience within it.
I don't work alone.